My body is tired but my brain won’t let me rest.
I really don’t feel like going to school. I have been saying those lines over and over and over again, i’m still on vacation actually because our university decided to move the start of term to july.
I really badly want to stay away from school as much as possible. I think i’ll be more depress if i’m in the confinement of my classroom with those snotty classmates of mine. I am hardly coping with my situation here at home, I just can’t imagine how will I cope again with stress and problems school provides me plus my parents constant scrutiny regarding my attitude, how I look, how disrespectful i am and so on.
My vacation wasn’t really that good but it’s not entirely bad. But what I really want right now is peace and mind you i badly want to meet new people under a new environment while i’m doing what I truly enjoy.I guess that will never happen since I have to stick to the norms, but i can dream can’t I? Night