I need more sleep :( darn early schedule it’s like i’m still a high school tbh.
It’s almost 2 a.m and I’m still wide awake. I don’t how am I gonna fix my fucked up sleeping pattern for the upcoming semester.
I seriously don’t want to go to school tomorrow but at the same time I don’t want to be a late enrollee for second semester. To be honest I’d rather rest for the whole semester for awhile but at the same time I don’t want to be left behind, it sucks.
I can’t access my grades because the portal won’t let me. Although I am not very excited to see my grades I still want to check how I did.
I am crying because There’s a 98% chance I failed a minor subject if by tonight it won’t disappear from my deficiencies, and tbh it pisses me off to think that my classmates who doesn’t listen to the professor passes, that’s just unfair.
I am almost done with our paper but shit happens and laziness kicks in. But I am trying to battle it because I still need to study for HR for tomorrow.
Shit I hate? Random panic attacks. I am stress as fuck and this unwanted feeling decided to visit me. I’m so anxious right now, I can’t function properly but I must :((