i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to.
Unplanned hang out always works with hans and ely like srsly hahaha and it was hella fun (like always).
I really want popcorns right nao but dad might wake up if I start bombarding the kitchen.
I badly want to drink tonight, Idk why. Maybe I just don’t wanna drown in my late night demons again.